I guess everything what we see is not always right or wrong but how many times would you feel when your mind says something is not correct and heart says go for it. What will you say to such a thing, Its Right or Wrong?
First time in my life I loved someone so much so much not because how she looks but because she is so beutiful inside. I guess once in life everyone feels I can be with this person for my life..I have that feeling right now. But I know it dosen't matter how I feel. this emotional part of me sometimes kills me inside..I cannot have you in my life and cannot forget you either.
You know what when you discuss about that person I just die within but I can do.. God I cannot make you fall in love with me. You just want me to smile be happy even when I am in pain inside. Sorry that is not what I can do. I cannot be your friend for sure neither I am able to forget you..Life is becoming a limbo where I try to find happiness, smile virtually but its not coming from inside.
May be some day you will read this, able to feel how much I love you..but may be that day it will be late, you will be married and I don't exist but even that day I will be eager to know why not me. why I never exist for you, why I was not loved by you even as much as your friends, why you felt I cannot keep you happy for life..
God I feel so helpless, so week.
First time in my life I loved someone so much so much not because how she looks but because she is so beutiful inside. I guess once in life everyone feels I can be with this person for my life..I have that feeling right now. But I know it dosen't matter how I feel. this emotional part of me sometimes kills me inside..I cannot have you in my life and cannot forget you either.
You know what when you discuss about that person I just die within but I can do.. God I cannot make you fall in love with me. You just want me to smile be happy even when I am in pain inside. Sorry that is not what I can do. I cannot be your friend for sure neither I am able to forget you..Life is becoming a limbo where I try to find happiness, smile virtually but its not coming from inside.
May be some day you will read this, able to feel how much I love you..but may be that day it will be late, you will be married and I don't exist but even that day I will be eager to know why not me. why I never exist for you, why I was not loved by you even as much as your friends, why you felt I cannot keep you happy for life..
God I feel so helpless, so week.
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